Things have been heart palpitatingly sad lately
Uncontrollable happenstances and death and being let down and so on and so forth
But beautiful things are bound to happen even if they’re just beautifully sad
so i’m going to give positive list making a good ol’ fashioned try:

-Sketch out some silly characters and make them into 3d forms
-Listen to Cher when I’m feeling a bit sniffly
-go to a bookstore and place doodles into my favorite pages of all my favorite books
-get horchata at least twice before Friday
-Make up a dance after every mundane domestic chore I finish at my apartment
-pretend that I own a bulldog, talk to bulldog owners about ‘Nacho’ to prolong petting time
-write Jeff a goodbye letter and cast it out to sea
-Go to Texas and get a sunburn and cowboy boots
-cut my cigarette consumption in half while i’m home
-continue the journey of finding happiness in solitude
-say hello and smile a bit more to stranger types
-Make my family dinner with rosemary bread, cream sauce, and a pie